Wednesday, February 17, 2010

In a dream


....I have boundless energy. I carry enormous burdens without wincing, my brow not furrowed when eyes cast to God.
...I know what you need, because you are so important to me. I know what I need, and oblige. I'm important to me too.
...money is a concept more than foreign, an entity no more considered than pants on a hamburger. Home is underfoot and the floor is as granite: unwavering.
...I live with the sure knowledge, not needing recognition or description, that I am God...and God is I. We are one seeking ourself.
Errata:
I thought of my mother the other day. I was having lunch by myself on the job and found myself speaking to her. As I questioned why I would do such an ostensibly absurd thing, I found I was more truly asking a louder, deeper question: "If you're around, if you even have the faintest of consciousness to any of this, please let me know." At the precise moment I became aware of what I was asking so deeply, I noticed some movement to my right. I turned in my chair to see a mouse, standing, staring at me, just out of arm's reach. Moments into the encounter, as dissonance flooded my mind, the mouse ambled behind some wood. "Hey, little friend, you needn't be frightened of me," I entreatied, "come on over. I can share my lunch with you." At that, the mouse walked quietly over and sat directly beneath me in the chair. Psychically stammering, I cut a piece of tortilla and dropped it to my left, whereupon the mouse gladly picked it up and scurried behind a plastic pail to eat it.
I left the mouse some rice, beans, and more tortilla in the container placed on the floor and went back to work.
The container was washed clean by the time I left for home.

1 comment:

Zee said...

The "mouse story" is enthralling Lee! (I use enthralling, because you like fancy words...)
I believe your concept is right: I am God because God is in me - and vice verso. But God is also in stones (like granite) plants and animals. We become humble as humans as soon as we become aware of this.
They installed an observation globe with lots of windows at the space station, a way to observe the cosmos and in particular the earth. It is stunning that people need to go far away in able to observe the beauty of our precious planet, the planet that swirls around the sun like a precious pearl, not man made, but Godly...
But what is most precious of all, is the human to human connection. It carries weight, heavier than gold - and gold is heavy!
Since I know some of the reality and laws of re-incarnation, I follow the path of "trust". In essence, if you have not solved the issues between person to person this time around, you will find yourself sorting out the same issues next time around.
You see, belief and cosmic law are two different things.
With "belief in God" - you use your heart as a compass, with "cosmic laws" - you use your whole being like a GPS. I can't say it better this time around, but maybe you know what I mean.

On a more mundane and intermediate level, I applied for four jobs for bridging the time until September, when I wish and hope to get a job in Long Island as a woodworking/sculpture teacher.
In the mean time I just cross my fingers that something gels.
How about you, do you survive?

Regards, Lukas.